I have been excited this week thinking about seeing all my friends again, and all the fun (cheap as free) stuff I can do with them. I am also thinking about getting in shape. I am fantasizing about eating fruits and salads and walking and jogging and being healthy. I am not thinking about getting a job, for some reason. But I am thinking about writing one of my four comic book ideas, three screenplay ideas or something altogether different. I am not thinking about transportation much. I am trying not to think about how I will be a burden to my parents and friends (cuz, booooo). I am thinking of going back to school, getting a PhD in Criminology, becoming a...researcher? Hell if I know. Or learning some computer shit and doing some CJ stuff with that. Or joining the Peace Corps. Or getting a job in a new, exciting city. I am thinking of restarting our Improv group in Greenville or, failing that, trying to join one in progress. I am thinking of concerts and movies and conventions. I am excited for the future! Instead of no hope, I have almost nothing but hope...because, for serious, how much else can I fuck up in this one year? Here is a silly song...
Friday, August 2, 2013
If I'm Not Bipolar...
I'm missing a really good opportunity. Like being on a kind of...huh, just linked lunar and lunatic in my head...I mean, I knew lunatic had the moon connection before but never really thought about it. Anyway, I seem to be on a lunar cycle between depression and energetic optimism about life. I have just crossed into the optimism phase. So, this will be a little pollyanna...don't worry, sad sack Josh will be back in about a week or so.
I have been excited this week thinking about seeing all my friends again, and all the fun (cheap as free) stuff I can do with them. I am also thinking about getting in shape. I am fantasizing about eating fruits and salads and walking and jogging and being healthy. I am not thinking about getting a job, for some reason. But I am thinking about writing one of my four comic book ideas, three screenplay ideas or something altogether different. I am not thinking about transportation much. I am trying not to think about how I will be a burden to my parents and friends (cuz, booooo). I am thinking of going back to school, getting a PhD in Criminology, becoming a...researcher? Hell if I know. Or learning some computer shit and doing some CJ stuff with that. Or joining the Peace Corps. Or getting a job in a new, exciting city. I am thinking of restarting our Improv group in Greenville or, failing that, trying to join one in progress. I am thinking of concerts and movies and conventions. I am excited for the future! Instead of no hope, I have almost nothing but hope...because, for serious, how much else can I fuck up in this one year? Here is a silly song...
I have been excited this week thinking about seeing all my friends again, and all the fun (cheap as free) stuff I can do with them. I am also thinking about getting in shape. I am fantasizing about eating fruits and salads and walking and jogging and being healthy. I am not thinking about getting a job, for some reason. But I am thinking about writing one of my four comic book ideas, three screenplay ideas or something altogether different. I am not thinking about transportation much. I am trying not to think about how I will be a burden to my parents and friends (cuz, booooo). I am thinking of going back to school, getting a PhD in Criminology, becoming a...researcher? Hell if I know. Or learning some computer shit and doing some CJ stuff with that. Or joining the Peace Corps. Or getting a job in a new, exciting city. I am thinking of restarting our Improv group in Greenville or, failing that, trying to join one in progress. I am thinking of concerts and movies and conventions. I am excited for the future! Instead of no hope, I have almost nothing but hope...because, for serious, how much else can I fuck up in this one year? Here is a silly song...
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If you want to get in shape, try contra dancing. I know it is new and terrifying and all that for some people, but it's FUN. And it really motivates you to run and eat right to build up your strength.
ReplyDeleteI have seen pics from the contra dancing, I know it is a big thing with the Knights. I have a bit of a plan going. I just bought a week's worth of fruits and veggies to eat. I am going to get back on walking, then running. I miss running.
ReplyDeleteJustus is the only Knights who contra dances. I can't say that I actually do it. Just starting to learn. If you were to come this Saturday, I'd only be one week ahead of you and I haven't even been to the lesson. So we'd basically be at the same level...
DeleteWait, I remember Isobel and Raleigh and Emma and your folks going like, every week. When did that stop? And, I am actually tempted. I might need a ride though.
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